The Battle..
Take it from me, its a long hard road but it gets easy towards the end, you start to come to terms with a lot of stuff.
I’m finding it harder to cope with some shit from my last lately, I keep it to myself cause, hey its what I do, I write it out and move on, not really told anyone bar my brother that its really hard at the moment, I’ve always kept a brave face to everyone because I know that it gets better. I’m crying a lot more, I’m just physically and emotionally drained, I don’t tell Sam cause I don’t want to worry her, she’s got better things to worry about. But if I’m honest she’s what keeps me going, she taught me to keep afloat and keep my head up cause she’ll be home soon. She takes the battle away, when I’m near her it all just goes away, and she’s the only person that takes it away, no one else can. I really really really really need her tonight, I’m just a fuckin’ mess.
